2016 September, 3 months later will be a brand new start of 2017. 2015 was magical, things somehow got into places, at least I thought they were at that moment. Was very thankful for everything I had last year, and I am still very grateful for what I have and facing now. 2016 doesn't really gone quite well, things kind of falling apart. Realizing, well, things don't follow my desire. Basically everything, study, auditions, feelings. I want to have a break. A very long one. Get out of all these routines, practices, rehearsals, rules, works, responsibilities. I'm so lost and I don't know why. When I finally started to get used to not thinking about this, then it pops out again, reminds me of everything I tried so hard to forget. I am still so easy to get stirred, huh? I tried to put all my emotions to the music I play, was surprisingly good (emotionally) but after that, I can only get even worse feeling. So done of everything. Can I just don't care about anything and run away from all the responsibilities? Obviously no.
Dear heavenly father,
Please help me get out from all these unhealthy feelings. I keenly need your help...I need someone to walk this through with me..
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